Two. The number of times I have almost drowned.
The first episode involved one of the only adopted children I knew growing up. His birth mother had been an addict. His psychology was frail. But I was a fighter and broke free from his attempts to submerge me permanently in water.
I should have internalized the bigger lesson: steer clear of the deep end.
Of course, time has a way of healing trauma and, if you’re an impressionable 19-year-old, making you forget past mistakes.
Memorial Day 2005.
Richmond, Virginia.
James River.
I drank too much and tried too hard to attract the eyes of a young man. This time, I came closer to losing life.
Ultimately, the hands that saved me belonged to the untouchable one.
He had the sense to stay sober.
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My son’s swim lessons this month have given me time to ponder my youth – what I wish I had learned. Swimming to save my own life for the hope downstream.
I bloodied my knuckles that day, nearly 12 years ago.
But I’m glad I held on.
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So much depth, so little words. I really liked this thought provoking piece.
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Thank you so much. Even with brevity, it captures several crossroads in my life.
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